the feeling is so liberating... ;)

One day before i truly say GOODBYE i shall give myself a chance to be once and for all FREE from the thought of YOU. I shall ask if you would like to hear my story. You don't have a choice, even if you say no to me, i shall  give you a very honest-to-goodness and precise narration of what really happened in my world having YOU in it. I will explain to you ALL and i hope that it DOESN'T give you any BURDEN rather, i hope that it could INSPIRE you in the most BEAUTIFUL way. I was just thinking of YOU and my DREAM as i come to realization between both. A separate happiness that would give me freedom from within. i wish to give an account to the most PRECIOUS details i still hold up to now and the moments that i still cherish even though those are the moments that had been tampered badly by the latter events. How can i ever say the words without being afraid and without stuttering. How can i ever EXPLAIN myself. You will understand that some people (like me) get their strengths and will to move on from what people perceived them to be & most importantly from what their special ones view them.Maturity taught me that crying is not the only way to show and prove to yourself that you are strong and fighting, moreover, holding back tears and emotions were manifestations of someone who is strong enough to contain it and kill it within.I know that when the day comes, I must be ready. And, i know that i'll be ready.. its not too soon yet it still not that far. In the end, i will tell you WHY... the answer is all about YOU, your very description as to how i look at you all this time, not what you wanna be 'cause i already see SOMEONE in you. I always wish the best for all that I've loved and will love. More or less this is my plan, the day will come, but when its over i can still smile cause i know whatever it is that will be said and done yah still a part of me and forever will it be. THANK YOU.

♫♫♫ make it real,.. or take it all away...... ♫♫♫